Sramanera
Kuo Tao will be among the first to receive the precepts of the Thousand
Buddhas and become a Bhiksu on Western soil. The transmission of the
complete precepts, unprecedented in the history of the West, will take
place at Gold Mountain Dhy5na Monastery in San Francisco during the
summer of 1972.
Born
in Providence, Rhode Island in 1949, the second of three sons, Sramanera
Kuo Tao had a good red-blooded American childhood, full of the same
highs and downers, successes, nonsense and broken legs that are
characteristic of life in America. He began applied work in electronics
when he was young, took up photography on the side and developed
professional abilities, which continue to involve him in the dark room,
and coasted through the college preparatory course in a large public
high school.
He
decided to continue his studies and entered Oakland University in rural
Michigan, even though it had become evident to him that the
states-of-being offered by the countryside and woods, with an occasional
pipe or some other pleasant transcending essence, were far more
meaningful, given the irrational state of the world, its dissentions,
economic difficulties, wars, military deportations and the like. It was
not long before he gracefully and happily flunked out.
Occasionally
something will happen to a person, which causes him to face squarely
whatever time he has left on this whirling dirt clod. It doesn't happen
all at once, but over a relatively short period of time drastic changes
can occur. Kuo Tao took up a bohemian existence in the Provincetown art
colony on Cape Cod Massachusetts, enjoying an incredibly unencumbered
life on the end of a hook of land continually lashed by wind and
Atlantic waves. Living was not hard; his life was uncomplicated and many
of the people with whom he lived were simple and honest. He made a
number of acquaintances among people in the Provincetown theatre groups
however, and soon learned about the bitterness of backstabbing, slander,
revenge and other destructive behavior that can characterize human
relationships.
Suddenly
he found himself back at college intensely studying Chinese. He worked
double-time, and graduated in two and a half years, in December, 1970, a
remarkable feat, considering the wasted first year. His studies were so
successful that he was awarded an NDFL scholarship at Stanford to
further his study of Chinese language.
While
living in Provincetown he had read a book on Taoism, and had begun to
"meditate." One thing led to another, and in less than a year
he met a Zen student with whom he became close friends and who
turned-him-on to sitting regularly. Kuo Tad began meditating on a daily
schedule; one night he experienced a joyous state in which he had
perception of there being "no inside and no outside." Very
soon he became extremely serious about his practice, realized the need
to study Sutras, and most important, realized the need for a good
teacher.
In
his free time he visited various Zen centers and meditation centers, and
received guidance and information, but was, in each case, ultimately
dissatisfied. He went through many changes, however, and discovered more
than before that he abhorred the violence, killing, and degradation of
life he saw around him everywhere. His search into Buddhism, although it
had not found him a teacher, confirmed his initial feeling that
following the practices of Buddhism is the way to a complete and fully
realized understanding. He returned home, to visit his parents and
gather his resources to begin in earnest his search for a place to
cultivate.
He
soon became frustrated. Time was quickly passing by, his progress with
meditation had reached a standstill, and he still hadn't found a
teacher. He decided to go
to California to see if he could find a place in one of the Buddhist
cultivation centers there. He began in Los Angeles where he was
acquainted with a teacher of Zen Buddhism. With no luck in Los Angeles
he went on to Palo Alto to stay with a friend and student of Zen with
whom he had attended school.
His
friend subscribed to Vajra Bodhi Sea, the Journal of Buddhism published
by the Sino-American Buddhist Association. As soon as he saw it, Kuo Tao
suddenly realized why he had studied Chinese. He immediately went to
Gold Mountain Dhyana Monastery in San Francisco and volunteered his
services in the construction work. He was told: "Your personal
problems are your business. What
we do here is study Buddhism. If you can follow the rules, you can stay. If not, you might as well leave now."
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